moonriver.

Every year I struggle to be the bad person. Luckily enough this year I don’t have to because I am supposed to be a good guy councillor. 

PLTC is over, and from my first sentence of this blog post, I have wasted 1 hour on 1305. Well not say wasted. Just spending a whole lot of time reading niao things and telling the rest of the V1s about them. 

PLTC always makes me feel nostalgic. I remember last year I was still worrying for all my yr3s but they have grown up now and I’m very proud of all of them.

I still remember when I got emily, peifen and elizabeth. We reshuffled patrols and by a stroke of luck and fate (and maybe a little of seniors’ decisions lol), I got my 3 wonderful year 2s. I was a little pissed cos their skills were quite cui, but then I could see the potential in them which encouraged me to work harder for p5. 

I just realised how much I miss my days in guides :’( so many values and lessons and feelings have been lost over the years, and I really just want to think back on the old days and write them all down somewhere to pass on to the juniors. I tried to pass on a little of the feelings to my patrol and I think I succeeded a little but failed a little.

I miss giving my best and feeling super exhausted but satisfied :(

PLTC 2012 was rather interesting because this batch is rather interesting. Anyway, I finally got to be a course leader which I have been looking forward to being since year 2 heh. I think this year’s PLTC is a lot more innovative and fun, but not as tough as other years. But then I’m not in a good position to judge.

Anw I found this and it seems rather interesting so I shall do it :)

Day 1: Something you have never done but would really love to.
Day 2: Something you would never do, no matter what.
Day 3: A song / poem you know by heart and will never forget.
Day 4: Something you have never said but should or wanted to.
Day 5: A person you will never forget.
Day 6: A place you have never visited but want to visit.
Day 7: Something one should never say to another person (according to you).
Day 8: Something you have but never use.
Day 9: An advice you will never forget.
Day 10: Something you have never managed to learn (even though you tried).
Day 11: Something you would have never realized if somebody hadn’t enlightened you.
Day 12: A thought you would never say out loud.
Day 13: Something you would never discuss with your family.
Day 14: An object you will never throw away.
Day 15: Finish the sentence: I would have never thought that…

Oh yes. I shall start a cooking blog for my NYAA. Goodbye for now!!

I am very stressed because the songleaders have no time to practice. And we only have say, 3rd, 4th and 5th to practice thanks to the loathsome CT block week.

Why, when I was a trainee, we had common tests as well. But they did not block the week.And even if they did I would’ve rather did camp prep.

Needless to say, I did pretty poorly for those papers. 

I am also very stressed because I have CSC work to do. And that PLTC is coming. And that my SATs are coming. 

I really have nothing much to say because all I do everyday is go for lessons, CCA, eat, sleep. Oh yes sarah brought ‘fruit yogurt’ today. Baileys actually. And also I finally plucked up the courage to pierce my second year hole. 

And yes biggest success story for a long time - today, guides table was only occupied by guides, and I felt like I was back in year 4 again. juniors have no idea how lucky they are. 

I realise I have been speaking in a rather sardonic tone. Well sorry I’m just rather tired of everything please wait for me to regain my energy to get back to my bubbly self. 

I have decided that I shall just leave future photos in whatever size they come in to reduce my troubles. 

Anw Danzage was on Saturday night, and I went with the guides! It was pretty good and went for supper afterwards with the guides, liyee and maverick, timothy, louis etc gang. I miss talking to the guides so much!! :’) 

I went to school pretty early so I just went to front store to look at old albums and read old lecture books. It was all in traditional chinese! :O I learnt a few new words haha and its cool how they document PLTC in the past.

Today was pretty interesting cos it was the SC investiture. I’m just kinda like ‘meh’ about the whole thing but omg kee is the honorary secretary yay!! ^^ 

After school I decided to just skip the SATs prep course ._. then I didn’t leave in time to go iPad CIP so I just did my work in front stall and watched juniors sheng huo. Naturally I was seduced by the smell of smoke. 

Then we had singalong session in tuanbu where we spammed all the classic chinese songs and it was just so nice slacking around singing songs for once. All thats missing was a campfire. 

I think I could fill many books with memories I’ve had in guides/scouts. Oh well back to work bye.